Hanie Rose

Tweets

So, you guys. I have 451 followers. all of whom i love dearly, because for me, 451 is a lot ^.^ I know some/most of you have easily 500-1000 followers, but I am happy with 451 ^.^ (Although I love new followers! :)) 

So, I have been getting into Twitter, and I only have 91 followers, most of whom are follow-back accounts of parody accounts -_-” I love you guys so much, I would love to see you guys on Twitter! Please! :)

If you have a twitter, please follow me at: https://twitter.com/hanierose

:) <3

For all the clothes and fashion posts >.<”

Just suddenly got in the mood to look at clothes, which depresses me cause I can’t buy these outfits >.<” But I can’t bring myself to stop..

Well, I don’t think the girls mind too much? Hopefully? :)

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I’m not allowed to touch my own boobs.

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Jeffy-weffy, my husband.

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I’m bored and the internet is boring at the moment. All social networking sites are very dead. Waiting for le bf to call me, whenever that is. So what can I do until then?

This is where you come in and save my morning. Send me asks/submits/fanmail! :) Ask me random/weird/crazy/funny/goofy questions! Or send me some compliments ;) Ya know, just something? Pretty please? ^^ -does puppy eyes-

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So, I just changed my icon, and as I was scrolling down my dash, I saw a girl and I was like, “Oh, She’s Cute!” And then I realized it was me. LOLOL. I actually like this picture of me.

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Just posted on this Facebook Event called ‘Tumblr Names!!’ and got a few new followers :) Haven’t had new followers in awhile, so I just wanted to say hello! And welcome to my blog! Lately I haven’t been on my blog as much as I have been on twitter (which, feel free to follow me on too? :)) but I still love and use my tumblr :) If you followed and I didn’t, inbox me!

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Before, I used to tell everyone my relationship problems. Well, not everyone, but I’d vent on here, or tell some close friends, or even followers that would ask me. But it’s like, I finally learned the lesson Jon wanted me to learn all along, not to say anything about it. A lesson learned too late, but it doesn’t matter about him anymore. 

Not that we’re having problems, just, I guess more on my end? I really hate how clingy I am/feel. I never wanted to be one of those girls, nor did I want to be jealous, and I’m the semi-jealous type also. I get way too attached, and on the one hand, I like it. I like that I’m giving my relationship everything I have, and not holding back, and not being afraid to fall. Love is the one thing I believe in and want the most. On the other hand, I don’t like feeling like the feelings aren’t reciprocated, or the actions or gestures aren’t. I don’t like feeling foolish for caring or trying too much/hard. But then again, I’m sure nobody does. 

I do want to confide in people, but I don’t want to give them that power. I don’t want them to know my insecurities or flaws, and be able to hold that against me. I don’t want them to see me like that. So I don’t tell anyone, I just occasionally blog it. Which, I like not following that many people I know, because then nobody knows what I’m talking about. I’ve been tweeting like crazy lately, but I don’t feel like I can be my honest self because people I do know are following me. 

It gets to me every now and then. Strangely tonight I just felt a surge of sadness and loneliness. I feel bad for not reaching out to my friends, or hanging out with them, but on the other hand I don’t, because they could just as easily ask me to hang out. And it doesn’t help they make plans over Facebook where I can see them excluding me. So whatever. I’m just a horrible friend and a horrible girlfriend and I’m just tired.

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it’s love.

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but now i am too lazy and too unmotivated and nobody cares, lol. 

And there’s always the very small, slight chance he could read this, although I very highly doubt it.

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Sure, couples who take pictures together are cute, and yes, I will admit I am jealous, and sure, I’d love couples pictures to post and be all annoying with, too. But, do you really have to take pictures of everything you do? -_- and the foods you eat and post them all to Facebook? Oy Vey that’s just too much.

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I will be posting them. Beware.

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You make me so sad. Why can’t I do makeup or hair as perfect as you? -_-“

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